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I am pulling on my own heart strings because the male population has let me down. Instead of letting them tease and toy with my emotions, romance me, seduce me, I have had to resort to creating my own amorous diversions. Mindless flirtations with ex-boyfriends. Aimless dancing in clubs only to catch glances and free drinks. Late night text messages just to stir up drama and excitement in my otherwise dull and loveless life. 

And wouldn't you know, I still managed to get my heart strings all tangled up in a mess. 

It's a shame what juggling so many flirtations can do to a girl. 

Such a shame. 

L