How do I know what wanting is anymore, after so long with the same person? I know because at the moment I want someone. Someone out there is giving me those amazing butterflies when we are together, and I feel the pangs of lonliness when we are apart. I know what wanting feels like, and the ones who want me are not the ones I want.
Unfortunately, the one I want does not want me.
What a sad thing to realize. I'm not sure which is better: being told that you aren't wanted or finding out on your own through forgotten messages and ignored calls.
Either way, though, I suppose knowing the truth is better than
pretending otherwise.
pretending otherwise.
Knowing what I want, though, would be best.
L
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