and so it goes

I am not that girl.

I do not stand by and watch my heart get shredded.

I do not step aside to let someone get in my way.

I do not accept petty apologies.

I do not take second.

But you are that guy.

You let girls think they have a chance because you like the attention.

You lead people on so that you never have to go to bed alone.

You think 'I don't know' is a valid excuse.

You are heartless.

And I won't be that girl.

Let her think she has a chance.

Let her think she's the only one.

Let her answer your calls.

Let her wait all night to hear from you.

I refuse to be that girl.

I will stay here and cry until it's out of my system.

I will ignore your calls until they stop coming.

I will drink by myself until I'm done crying.

I will be here until it's over.

Because you are that guy.

And I am obviously not the girl you are looking for.

I am so much better than that.

Thanks for reminding me.

L